September 2003

"There are
no passengers on
Spaceship Earth. We
are all crew."

Marshall McLuhan

The biggest piece here, from which the rest grew, is a memoir of my times in Toronto: arriving as an immigrant from America at the age of 19; learning to see the world from a queer place; living with Canada's most vital gay mag The Body Politic; and facing AIDS. Not alone: each story here shares the lives of a vibrant crew, true citizens of the world.

You'll find ten pieces described below. The title of each is a link. Feel free to print or circulate anything I have made here.

This work is meant as a gift.

January 2000

"I wonder if just once, just once we tell each other what our lives have been like, what would happen?"

Neil Bartlett

A memoir of three decades in Toronto: the rise of its gay, lesbian, radical pervert and queer arts communities -- from bars to picnics to Pride parades and police raids; our resistance to AIDS (and AIDS panic) -- taking too many of us, but kept from killing our communal ways of life. With ponderings on history, the media (mostly "our own"), sex, and citizenship.

It's big: scads of scenes and scores of people I've been privileged to know. Check the Contents page, hugely detailed, to see where you might want to go.

Intro, Foreword, 50 chapters, & an
Addendum on Canada's often-lost history
Appx 340,000 words / 468 images

January 2000

"No resources, no credentials, no permission. All they had was passion.
And each other."

A look at the paper's 1971 basement beginnings, birthed by a handful of activists who had no credentials, almost no money, and certainly no permission -- just things they were dying to say. See the people and forces shaping it (even before it was born); follow its formative years, its purpose, principles, collectivist workings, its rise -- and, 15 years later, its fall.

With some thoughts on its later spawn: a media empire that the pioneering creators of The Body Politic could never have imagined -- in rather more ways than one....

Introduction & 5 chapters
Appx 26,000 words / 46 images

January 2000

"The Body Politic was the work of activists. Not 'journalists.' I tend to see 'journalist' as one of the most self- aggrandizing, & irresponsibly claimed weasel words in the entire language."

A paper presented to a bunch of lesbigay "journalists" in 1997 -- explaining those quotation marks, meant to disown the term.

Pointed ponderings on players with power to shape what we know as "reality"; on their evasion of that power behind the mask of "objectivity," and responsibilities of citizenship beyond the "standards of journalism."

Appx 6,000 words / 1 image

January 2001

"You like sex. That
makes you a pervert.
And that's okay."

Sue Golding

Egos to match my own (no diva if keeping a diary), Sky Gilbert and Carole Pope cover much the same times, Toronto turf, and fabulous folks I do in Promiscuous Affections. So, another chance to celebrate pioneering perverts in wildly creative times, these two in particular.

With reflections on the Queen West scene, art trio General Idea, "picture perfect" Tim Guest and Carole's "beautiful baby brother" Howard; on Sky's Buddies in Bad Times Theatre as a medium more queer than "gay" -- and the pitfalls of media "shock and scandal."

Intro & 5 chapters
Appx 20,000 words / 55 images

January 2001

"Be not forgetful to entertain strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares."

Hebrews 13:2

Human angels, flesh and blood (and thankfully), nicer than many of God's if with a similar calling: to make visitations, offer revelations to help you truly see -- and then fly away.

A dozen encounters, dating from 1969 to 2000, with 15 mortal messengers, hints of the divine on Earth. With tales of two dozen Other Angels, linked to their original appearances in Promiscuous Affections.

Preface, 12 episodes, & Other Angels
Appx 26,500 words / 50 images

New Angel!

Sondre of Bergen
May & June, 2003

Can a rising star really be an Angel? And, maybe more to the point: in the posturing flash of what passes for pop culture -- can he stay one?

A look at the music, the magic, the many faces -- and the amazing grace -- of Bergen boy Sondre Lerche.

Appx 6,500 words / 21 images

March 2001

""Had I not grown up American, I might not know quite so well what it means to be Canadian."

Well short of BA, MA, or PhD, if with distinct wonders: an odd New England town; a high school full of smart Army brats and dazzling thespians; a crap college; and politics (electoral vs real) in Cold War America.

My life before Promiscuous Affections: genuine autobiography (as that big memoir is not) -- and a very American one. With Punditry: At seventeen -- confessions of teenage journalism.

Intro & 7 chapters;
Punditry 's intro & 5 bits
Appx 30,000 words / 64 images

September 2002

"Life has ways
of taking root in the
cracks & margins of
official intent. That's its genius."

Twenty stories (so far) hung off the line of one vibrant urban stretch: Toronto's Queen Street, East and West. Roam the city past and present along and beyond one of its oldest, longest, and most wildly varied routes; a street of public lives, communal endeavours and urban citizenship, seen through the lens of five themes:

The Land and how we've shaped it. The Empire and how it shaped us. Spaces where we work, live and play: fighting to make them our own. Bodies in public -- and bodies in trouble. And Cultures defying mulitcultural cliché.

Intro & 19 stories
Appx 96,000 words / 497 images

October 2002

"I abhor cheap sentiment."

Bette Davis

In June 2003 the feds suddenly said "Yes" to matrimonial demands by comfortably coupled homos. So: time for champagne? Maybe for them. But what fate awaits the rest of us?

We still haven't asked the right questions: Why should our rights depend on our sex lives? Why is the state, and the church, still in the bedrooms of the nation? This gets called a "gay victory"?

A new Postscript: as prologue wraps Gay marriage? Wrong question as an archival resource -- in the hope it may help prevent a repeat of the dismal history it records.

Ongoing agit-prop, launched October 2002, since grown to some 30 pieces -- if too tedious to go on with any longer.

June 2003

"Immoral? Indecent? Scurrilous? Obscene?" Not in 1979. Or 1982.
But now?

What text was launched on the world in 1977? Charged as "immoral, indecent, scurrilous" (and maybe "obscene") in 1978? Found "Not Guilty" in 1979? And again in 1982? Publicly available (even in a book) for nearly a quarter century? And now -- maybe "kiddie porn?"

You guessed it. But have you read it? You can here, along with other words from more than two decades ago. If seeming decades ahead of words we've heard since -- on that issue that just won't go away.

Appx 15,000 words / 21 images